“Post-It Eyes”
“Post-It Eyes”
I do not wear the post-its, the post-its wear me.
(I dunno..)
A poem quickly written by me, first draft, 01/11/2011.
During my time at school
I was never one to be considered “cool”
Despite being rather academic
I have always acted the fool.
But, unfortunately,
as I’m sure we’ve all experienced,
people can be very bloody cruel
Although now, as an adult,
I am fortunately blessed with friends
who are guaranteed to answer my call.
Even if most other people
still believe I am nothing more than a “tool”.
I’m looking forward to the end of November, and the end of 2011.
The past few months, for me, have been devastatingly hard and, in all honesty, I’ve found it a real struggle.
Without going into too much detail, I’ll give a quick explanation.
At the beginning of October this year I appeared in court facing criminal damage charges, which I have written about in detail before (here).
I am in court again at the end of November - this being an entirely different appearance, where I’ll be providing evidence for the prosecution following a serious sexual assault which happened to myself back in October 2009.
I’m posting this just as a way of explaining myself, nothing more.
I want 2012 to be more than a new year, I want to use it as a “fresh start” (changing my thinking patterns, being more determined in pursuing help, etc.) and to try and move on with my life.
That is why I am looking forward to the end of November, and the end of this year.
New Twitter profile picture. Took me a stupidly long time to create this. A bit “Meh!” considering, but never mind. (:
